January 2012
45 posts
“You can’t just make me different and then leave…”
– Looking for Alaska, John Green (via sobutand)
Haven’t spoken to my dad in a week. I don’t know if I want to. I don’t know if I like him. I don’t even know who he is anymore.
I love him. But at the same time he represents everything I’m afraid of, everything I loathe. I miss him. I love him. I despise him.
He once told me that anything I believed, anything I was would be ok. That he would understand.
That was...
“…Put your pale arms around my neck.
Let me hold your heart like a flower
lest...”
– Anne Sexton (via fauns)
1 tag
How fucking dare you.
“She was not good on the phone. She needed the face, the pattern of eyes, nose,...”
– Lorrie Moore (via Confuzzzled)
I hate being reminded what a close-minded, intolerant, bigoted homophobe I have as a father.
I don’t think he’ll be able to love me.
“Getting you out of my mind is like separating the wind from the cloud. I’m so...”
– Padang Bulan - Andrea Hirata (@Andreahirata)
I have only heard my heart beat twice.
There’s no more blood in my fingers, my toes.
Maybe I’ve lived this life.
I’ve heard my heartbeat twice.
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“You left me, sweet, two legacies, -
A legacy of love
A Heavenly Father would...”
– Emily Dickinson
“You are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing.”
– E.E. Cummings (via danmariethekoala)
He wonders if he can sacrifice himself. He wonders if he can love someone enough to be unhappy. He wonders if love and unhappiness can even exist together. He wonders if he can love. He wonders if he can heal a broken person. He wonders if he can break himself.
5 tags
Sometimes I wish that I didn’t love you
But that’s like wishing that I never existed
December 2011
24 posts
“I don’t think you’re leaving. I think you’re running. And what I can’t figure...”
“I’m sorry, but it’s been a long time since I’ve talked about certain things. So...”
– A Happy Death by Albert Camus (via casimirpulaskiday)
I’m so sorry if I hurt you.
