Yes, many mouths have been on mine. My hands have touched stomachs, arms, breasts, thighs. I’ve kissed necks and bitten ears and rubbed noses and whispered words that made people squirm and made people sigh and made people shout made people leave.
I’ve throbbed and I’ve cried and I’ve screamed with the agony of it all. I’ve reached out in front of me without sight without sound. I’ve groped blindly for anything solid, anything warm, anything real so I wouldn’t so I won’t lose myself to this wind that howls constantly in my mind.
Do you regret it?
I’m ok I’m ok I’m ok I’m ok I’m ok I’m ok.
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